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ㅤ𓂃˖ 𝜗𝜚 JOURNAL 2026
1/1/2026
Entry Title: "NEW YEAR NEW ME"
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happy new years everyone!! あけましておめでとう！！woah idk even know where to begin HAHA;;2025 you were a BUM nothing but buns omg this year fell so flat despite how amazing 2024 was - kind of shocking really...there is so much to recap so in this journal i'll be talking about some points separately and in the end i'll conclude it with my thoughts on 2026! but before any of that i just wanted to let you guys know how thankful i am for all the support you have given me throughout this yearso much has happened but also so little came of me this year that it really did shock me how much people anticipated my return and even got a little moppy waiting for me KSJDKSJDSKJDalthough im back and will definitely take a break from taking a break (?????) and will be working as hard as i can next year, i wanted to truly thank you from the bottom of my heart all the love you have given me these past 1(2) years. its so special and i will endlessly cherish it♡♡♡♡
personal life
--------------------this year i feel like my offline world took over my life. a contrast from 2024.my hiatus was the most obvious start. i mentioned wanting time for myself, allowing myself to catch up and focus on my personal life. of course, i didnt expect taking as long as i did but im glad to have achieved everything i wanted in my hiatus.yet despite the 3 month break, the completed todo list, and the amount of time i made for myself and the future. i feel like i wasted my hiatus. i didnt have any regrets at the start but during late this year i started wondering if it wouldve been better if i started trickling in and out of hiatus. i was intially worried that if i showed youtube how inconsistent i was, i would get hurt by the algorithm and thought it would be better if i made it clear that- it wasn't as if i lost steam- but that i was taking a genuine break.but now i feel so different about it. i started and ended the year so differently and i didnt anticipate improving my art so much this year (more on that later) that i felt like i put all my eggs in one basket and shouldve done things differentlylike im going insane bruh i want to remake everything INCLUDING my model sjdjsdjjdksbdholding off on that but anyways hiatus aside, my personal life has changed so much. i've moved to a new place and will be living without family 😰💦 its a first time for me so kinda nervous guys 💔i also had my life completely turned upside down despite me and my mom carefully planning out my life for the end and start of next year;;;i feel like im a bumper car ride and im constantly being pushed and move to different directions despite having a path made for me. i keep hesitating on which buttons to push and making plays i feel like i shouldnt have made yet.its not all that bad for me but this year was just so unlucky minus the luck all pure skill 💀
up and peaks
--------------------this year felt the most mentally polarizing,there were some lows but there were a lot of highs!first of my lovely collab partners!!! you might not have seen alot of them on my channel but if you look closely you'll start to see how much 4 specific people have bled into my life and i couldnt have it any other way♡♡♡i've met banban way earlier than the 3 of them and have always wanted to get to know her more~ im so honestly glad that banban became the person i chatted with the most on discord this year LMFAO and being able to fufill all of our current wants together during this year (no matter how last minute it was skdjskd) just felt so specialshes such a great friend and an amazing person i hope more people recognize her charm ♡♡♡ erm... oh and of course acta, shho, and grim are great too ദ്ദി( °ヮ° )
IM KIDDING the three of them are just as special as banban to me (most days) and im so happy to have met all three of them♡♡ shoutout to grim for introducing me to the 2 of them and creating this group in the first place!! acta for being spoiled by me litrally every game we play (he's also extremely talented and funny send him love!!) and shho for being the coolest brother i never had ☆i also cant believe how much projects i've crammed this year... and its crazy because i barely feel the effects of it all and im extremely motivated!! ITS INSANE LIKE I FEEL SO SUPER ୧ʕ•̀ᴥ•́ʔ୨if i were to estimate how much projects i've made this year it could easily go up to the 40-50 range (maybe higher depending on what you count!!) its supa crazy and i hope this fire burns hotter for the next year!!this might also be a little lame for me (lol) but i also felt very pretty this year!!idk if its something in the air but my hair aint never haired this way before, my face card aint never face carded like this before, WERE SO BACK!!!!!! (and before your curious minds start floating i am very much mid in appearance LMFAOOO just let me have this win OK)
hard ships
--------------------this year was also very hard for me despite my highs. truth to be told i didn't actually expect so much trouble this year, and it caught me off guard when i slowly started comparing my lows to some of my genuine lowests like i genuinely didn't expect to relive so much of my worst memories - especially when i made a vow and change to myself that i'd become a much more happier person, whether that meant for me to take it easy or go at my own pace, i thought things would be smooth sailing and my mental would be more at my controli realize now (something supaaaa simple) that no matter how much you try to protect your peace, there is always another factor that you can never account forits frustrating esp as someone who values control like a me 😔 but it is what it isthe important part is making sure that you allow yourself to move forward. whenever i hear someone giving up, abandon or sacrifice something it always makes me feel sad. i feel as though its such a waste of potential, and i couldnt fathom the mental toll it takes someone to let go of something innocent. but i've also realized that its hard for me to extend that same empathy for myself.its easy to tell myself that 'ill give up' but im sure theres someone out there who won't understand the mental toll it takes for me to come to that conclusion and will cheer for me to continue without knowing a fraction of what comes through my head.so thats why ill try hard to extend that gentleness to myself moving forward. making it quicker to move forward than choosing the exit door 🍀
and... thats... pretty much it.WELL-- not really since i do have much more to recap but i think im good! i'll probably leave it to a stream or keep it to myselfso i guess its time to look forward to 2026! tbh i never have much to say about this considering i dont place that much importance on whether the year changes or notthe only thing that should matter are birthdays bro u get presents and everything and CAKE cake cmon omgBUT!!! 2026 will be very important for me (personally) and so i am looking forward to how i'll end 2026~and 2025 was also pretty good for letting me experience first hand how to juggle both my offline and online world. the mistakes i regret last year will let me be more gentler this year so im thankful for that aswell!!and of course, every year i create a special new years illustration! it was posted on my youtube first so you've already seen it (maybe) but here it is!!
isnt it nice?~ truth to be told i did premake this a little while ago in anticipation for my busy schedule but the theme-ing is exactly how i see it!its quite different from last year but i think its pretty good ahaha (｡•́ ̫ •̀｡)i decided to color it and you'll notice that the illustration is quite different than my usual soft lighthearted illustrations;; the reason is because i actually love these types of illustrations but i never get to draw things like this because im always focused on my main art style! so it was super fun to be able to draw something freely without hesitation-- i hope i can feel this free this year too!!i also know i will face hardship this year as well... my life will get pretty busy so i wanted to draw myself as a cool classy lady who looks unbothered by the chaos around her <(˘ ˘ ˘)>anywyas thank you so much for reading until here, happy new years and have a great day!!~~~
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